blessed

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Loved =D

 I was throughly loved when I received these cupcakes. Not because it’s cupcakes, not because it’s made for my birthday. But it’s because, I simply love investing in their life. Times might be tough at certain point, but their potentials and strength makes me want to bring out the best that they can live for christ. I may seem fierce, unloving at times. But yet, I yearn to pour out my life for these people. For they are worth the love, worth the chase. Simply because, God will run after them and love them like He loved me. =)

fly~

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i'm living a life worth living for! :

There isnt a straight road in life without problems, but yet i’m living a life to the fullest because I have a Great Almighty God who sees me through the toughest and darkest time! I’m blessed by His love.

Have you ever thought why are you living? take some time to think!! =D

Living for boyfriends, hmmms tired to please Him?
Living for fame, tired to pursue?
Living for money, tired to earn?
Living for career position for future, tired to run this race?

In life, we pursue all these all the time. If we’re not in singapore, maybe in Africa, we’ll be living just for survival. Have we seem all these gains as a need or a want? Sometimes life is just a simple relationship with our creator. If you’re to die at the age of 80 with all these positions, money, fame .. one day before you die what will you do with them? give to your sons, daughters. yes, what are you left before you past away? :]
I dont deny that it isnt easy to not pursue them, for we’re living in a competitive edge society. I’m learning too!

Before Jesus died, what He left was His spirit, His presence, His words for us to live. Are we catching the spirit? I am pursuing something, that is for eternal meaning, after death. Know what I’m pursuing?

Jesus – The life that was given through the cross. (we were worth every nail.)

what are you living for? =D

Giving it, back to God! all glory to your name!  God bless all of you! =D

Where is hope when trouble brewed?

Where is hope when all things failed you?

As you’re reading, have you ever felt so downcasted and upset with everything around your life that you seemed to lost the focus you’ve all along been looking at? Have you ever felt like giving up when all things seems to be against you? Have you ever thought of breaking down when your friends left you all alone?

There’s a shelter you can run to, there’s a source you can go back to…

on the 17th of October 2009 come find out where hope lies in the hearts of people.  there’ll be a short film on real life stories about how actually different people pulled through different situation which seemed so much more than anyone could bear. Yet, they found HOPE in a love that was found through Christ…

Do not miss the chance! interested, just drop me an sms @96636583. See you!

” Is there more to life than this? “

This sentence caught my attention when i was on the bus home. I remember asking this question before. It brought back alot and I thought alot about it. What is really life? To many life could be money, possessions, assets, fame, status, kids, husband/wife, career. I used to thought this way too. But now, it’s all different when I think of this question once again.

life – do the will of God. i couldnt find enough with what I had previously. thinking back, 2 years ago, the same date and time.. what actually am i yearning for?— (money, relationship) .

Drastically, my mindset and goals were shifted and my focus is now on the eternal prize and life. I’ve found and is enjoying this nnew life. what about you? are you lost or wondering what is actually life?

Recently, been facing an issue in family which stretched me a whole lot. But yet, what kept me going on, was the Love from Christ and the work of Christ! strange, even if I was busy the whole of this week that i really felt like giving up, but instead of feeling that way, I continued and I gave thanks in all circumstances. What a great God I am serving!

17 October, where Hope is found, come find out. =D

Venue: Nexus Auditorium
Time: 6-8pm
Date: 17 October 2009, Saturday

See you there! =)

it really pains my heart to see her cry. God, other than trusting her life in your hands, i’ll pray and pray and pray for you to work in her life.. it’s not easy for her.. it’s hurting for her.. but Lord, you’re the God of all healers. I do not want her to go through these pains.. Even if she’s not a believer, but God, I know you’ll intervene.

Despite her condition, she still goes all the way for the family. Lord, I really appreciate and love my mum. Thank you for showing such situation for it really bonded us closer and draw us nearer to your grace and love Lord..

i’ll still praise and worship you even in times like this.. for I know you’ll never fail. Not even in situations like this…

Divine Touch

Ever since the last prayer meet which is last friday – yesterday’s DMM, God have been revealing alot about myself and the sins that i commit unknowingly. God assured me with this phrase ” When you live by the Spirit and the Spirit in you, Nothing can crush you ” Through CLM, this sentence struck me ” When you have the H.S, there comes conviction in the word, power. ”

The best Gift that i received is the spirit that God left in me – to guide me and draw me nearer to God..

This song rang in my mind after many years of not hearing it :

Draw me nearer to you, nearer to you
Feel my heart with your presence the way you want to
Till my soul is ablaze each and every day
Draw me nearer and nearer to you..

It’s so simple, but yet so captivating. God, I called out in desperation – draw nearer for you alone is enough. Nothing else matters. Mould me Father, i’m ready.

blessings!

just want to blog out God’s goodness in my life, faithfully.. never stop giving the best to me!

This week, it’s the start of school, i’ve not completed my TTO project for consultation due to groupmates and all.. I have a consultation on wednesday.. and wednesday, my school is such that it’s 9-11am ,11-1pm, 1-3pm, 3-6pm.. theere’s a break of 1-3pm, but it was said to be used to do project.. i was worried, for it was a long day, and consultation is from 11-1pm. i did my project on tuesday night till 3 plus 4.. and i have to wake up at 7 plus 8am to prepare myself for school.. moreover, without fail, every wednesday’s lesson BESE, i’ll somehow doze off or fall asleep for it’s a 3 hr lesson even if i slept for 6hrs.. However, this week, having slept for 3 plus 4 hrs, i didnt doze off or felt sleepy for the whole day! Praise God!

After 6pm, i went to have CG with my beloved Bizart 1.. yes, it can be a tiring one, but it really wasnt.. I was really amazed by how he kept me through. worship to me, was ministering.. I felt God’s tangible presence.. it was really really close. Praise God. And after CG, around 10pm ++ I went to spend time with a few of them, namely yenc, catherine, shirley.. we went over to mac to do projects and they do RJ. I really praise God for that time, even though i’m tired, when I went there, instead of just eating or talking, I completed a few projects over at mac! Praise God!  

After that I went home to pack my stuff and prepare myself for SSM the next day. By the time I reach home, it was almost 1am.. And I was worried once again.. Because I have not finished understanding my role for SSM as well as prepare my stuffs. I was like, oh man! I should have went home earlier! But God is so loving enough that he allow me to finish packing and understanding by 2am++ and I went to sleep. With only again, 4hrs of sleep, the next day for SSM I didnt felt tired at all! For SSM, it’s from 8am – 4pm, having to stand for 8hrs and to walk around for 8hrs.. It wasnt easy to endure, but God pulled me through.. Instead of feeling tired, weary, I felt so energetic to do my best for SSM! Praise God!  

On Friday, I wanted to take bus to interchange to go to singer’s meet. As I didnt know how the new card works, (I heard that below 3 bucks it’s not usable) I was like, oh man, i think it’s below 3 buck how? I tap, I got in.. I still worried. Thus I took out another 2 buck if the uncle was to come after me, I could give. But you know, God just say, do not worry, I’ve prepared a way. I kept the money, The bus started to move! Praise God!

It’s really through small little things and blessings that make God so magnificant and wonderful in my life! Pray that you’ll experience something today! =)

Gtg for DMM le. =)

Things I wanna say…

seeing how fun some people get while doing Ten Things I wanna say to people, i wanna do it too!

Ten Things I want to Say to Ten Different People :

1) I really hope you’ll return to him Soon, for God really Loves you dearly. I am praying for you, do come back soon, You may fear, you may worry, but He is waiting for you with open arms….
2) I may have went the other way, but I really wanna thank God for you both for taking care of me all these years despite it all! =D
3) Although sometimes I do not agree with you on certain thing, but we still get it over and grew! Thank God for you!! xD
4) I thought you are someone fierce and not nice to talk to and all, but through all the changes and knowing you, I really learnt alot from you! Thank God for your willingness to share!! 🙂
5) I may seem not to care at times, but i really do appreciate all that you’ve done! =)
6) I believe God will be with you and bring you closer to your passion for Him! jiayou! xD
7) I’m really touched by your willingness to change for Our wonderous God! continue to jiayou oh! 🙂
8 ) It indeed takes alot of courage to account it to me, but I thank God for your heart as you seek to learn and desire to change! Jiayou!! =)
9) We shall move and go closer to seeing the revival in the land of TP! xD
10) I really appreciate all that you’ve input in my life! At times it’s hard, but you didnt gave up as you love me like how God does! Thanks! =)

Guess the Ten! =) some are groups hehe. 1 correct = 1 hug from me okay! xD

heyyo!

recently down with stupid fever and flu. but thank God, it’s just for 1-2 days. i’m getting better and well already! =)

There’s so much i wanted to update but due to my laziness i didnt update. hmmms.. okay. I really wanna give thanks for how he delivered me from sickness, and from situations that I didnt know how to act upon. last week on duty, i lost my voice, some notes i really cannot reach. i worried, because I really wanted to support well. after the whole day, I was really glad, for God’s presence is so so so tangible at then and nothing more was needed. thank God! 

This whole week have been sick and resting week for me. wa lau, i monday whole day stay at home, i feel so bth already. haha. it really shows how much i haven been stopping to rest man. sick, and i think CG is really cute lor! =) sent in smses to pray for me. so sweeet. =)

Tuesday’s MCG was really cool. it was quite last minute but can really see the people inviting and trying to give their best to God.. thank God for you girls!

This saturday’s freedom disorder, I really believe more lives will be touched! let’s give all our best girls! i really really pray a prayer of revival in the land and a prayer to restore the hearts tml! God, do your work in us.

We give it all for you Father. =)

Drama – ECG!

 The girls who readily pour out their time and life to this cause together!

Alright! Back from yesterday’s drama rehearsal. I’m really full of gratitude to God and thankful for his blessing for just yesterday! Went to TP @ around 3pm to meet the girls for reherasal! We manage to start at 3.30pm..

Started to look for a classroom, settled down and started practicing the lines and roles. Assigning of roles to different individuals and amen, thank God for their willingness to take up different sort of roles! As we’re at scene 4 for a story, the cleaner came to chase us off from the classroom. what’s in our mind is, where next? We started to pray that “God, guide us to a place, where we can do your work without being chased and where we can really practice well Lord..”
 This simple prayer, but yet powerful prayer is really amazing. We lost heart in searching for classroom. We went to another block behind to search for classroom, the whole stretch, all classroom was lock, and until the last 2 classroom that we went, we’re praying God, open these 2 doors Lord, we desperately need a place.. Pris and I both start to open the last 2 classroom, and amazingly , both open IMMEDIATELY after our prayer! i’m so amazed by God.. another amazing thing is that the classroom is so secluded behind and nobody came to chase us off till we practice it all! Thank God! Thank God!! I’m amazed by You Lord!!

The rehearsal was really cool, there’s many NGs, there’s many edits to be done, there’s many arrangement but you girls just did it all. I’m really really thankful for the spirit that’s in all of you! and I know, we’re all in this to make it possible in the kingdom of God.. Nothing is  impossible in the eyes of the Lord.. Yes, many difficulties are built up in TP, and other possible grounds, but yet, we’re not going to stop, we’re not going to give in.. For the truth will prevail, For God’s will is the only will for us. Nothing is greater than our God! We will not stop till lives return back to this kingdom! God, be with us. It’s getting tougher, but God, we’ll mould ourselves even tougher to do your will and to create a bigger impact in TP, in Singapore!

i’m so burdened and I will not stop here… So many more so many more, God be with us.. =)

Jiayou sisters! Let’s make an impact and see more lives running back to the embrace of Our Heavenly Father!! I’m excited!! =)

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want to take this time to affirm a few team of people / individuals. =)

This team of girls, who are in the picture serving alongside with me in this cause is really greatly love. We meet weekly to see his kingdom grow, to learn, to constantly help one another to grow in the Lord. I really appreciate all of you. You girls will nag at me to rush me to sleep early, xD, you girls will encourage one another whenever one’s down. you girls will always show concern, love and care in all of our lives and spurring one another to do even greater things for the Lord!

Thank God for Jen who never stop guiding and leading Bizart with wisdom, even though at times there’s difficulties, your spirit to do even more for God really encouraged me. You never fail to guide me to think much more, to be a  stronger woman for God whenever i’m disappointed. Thank God for you Jen!

Thank God for Jenny, my beloved shepherd that guide me all along through these days to grow me to be a woman serving on fire for our mighty God. Through this 1 year of being your sheep, there are times that I was stubborn, needed attention, needed alot of your guidance, discipline and correction.. you never fail to help me all my days. I dont know how to thank God enough for  you, but you know, you’ve impacted my life to do even more for God, to dream big for God.. I remember you saying ” If you know that this is what it should be, do it for eventually we want to please God only.. not man” This is always a line that made me see God and focus on God in all times of situation. You never fail to be a laughable shepherd in my life… hehe. Although you’re always saying i’m stupid for laughing at you, i still love you my shepherd, even though you dun want to be my KFC buddy, but I know you’ll be my sister in christ till the end of this race. =) Thank God for you shepherd!

Thank God for Shirley that’s serving alongside with me, together leading Bizart 1. We’ve been through times of fruitlessness, discouragement, disappointment. as well as joy, laughter, love and care together. Yes, indeed this isnt an easy period for us. as we grow as CLs, as we learn to serve the others, we had disagreement, we had different opinion but still, we are always able to solve it with God in the center to do it right in the eyes of the Lord. I’ve learnt so much from her as well. Such as observing, thinking deeper and being detailed in all that I do. I really appreciate God for placing such a pig in my life. Times that we are down when our group is small, but she never fail to see the light in the darkest time. This really spurred me to be a God-focus woman now! =) Thank God for shirley in my life.

Thank God for priscilla for always being dumb at times to laugh at me and smacking me all times. xD no la. I really thank God for priscilla for her spirit to learn and willingness to weather all storms with God. I seen how she’ve gone through tough times, but never once did she fail to say “It’s okay” . the trust in God is inevitable in her life and How she was loving her people through corrections really taught me what love is. the true love behind each of her corrections. She is firm, but yet, she can be really fun as well. A very pigg leader, but really God centered. =) Thank God for your life that taught me the spirit behind corrections! =)

Thank God for tryphoza for staying strong and holding onto God no matter what may come her way. At times i also can feel the kind of situation that she’s in, but yet she’s always smiling, she’s always clinging onto the promises God made for her. The strong spirit she have to fight on, to stay close to God is really really encouraging. She never fails to strive and do her besst for her beloved CG and to give it all out for them. Her spirit of giving and determination is really a big big encouragement to me! I’ve learnt alot from try as well! jiayou Try! =) Thank God for you!

Thank God for Geck ting for pointing out differently on my life and how I can further on improve and do more for our awesome God. She is always a leader that I learnt how to analysis situations, how to look at root issues and she never fails to teach down her people her spirit. She’s firm, but yet v. loving as well. =) Although she loves to steal from my faarm, but still, i know she really do alot of things just for God. she have the kind of spirit that go against all odds just to do the will of God in her life. i’m wow-ed and inspired as well. =) Thank God for your life Geck and all that you’ve taught me when i’m in bizart3A. =) Jiayou!

Thank God for my sheepies as well! Audrey, Dawn, Weiru..

Thank God for Audrey for being open and willing to learn from me. She have a rebelious nature, and she always tell me about how she wont submit to her school teachers but yet, she’s willing to humble herself bfore the Lord. The kind of determination of her to get rid of sin in her life just to have a pure heart for God is really v. encouraging to me. She will do her best in this cause and she is also loving to people around her as well. she may look like a CAL, but deep down, I can really see her burning desire to do more for God. she’s willing to take up new roles and to give her best, and writing poems, letters just to express her love and her care towards her shepheerd and others around her.. it’s really a big blessing in my life. Thank God for ya sheepie! =)

Thank God for Dawn who’s willing to let me step into her life to guide her to teach her and to let me laugh at her. haha. no la, but she have a spirit to hang on tightly to what God promised her and never let it go. She’s forever bringing laughter into people’s life, into my life and I really enjoy being your shepherd dawn. =) we might not be shepherd and sheep for a long time, but I can see your heart to see more people saying Yes to our Father. You never fail to shine and bring a laughter to people around you even though you’ve your serious side. You are willing to take yourself lightly to just give it all for God. =) I’m really inspired. jiayou sheepie, I know you have a burning passion for God, keep it on and let God bring you through all weather! =)

Thank God for weiru who never fail to give an encouragement to people around her. I know that you have your concerns and you deeply love God alot. And your heart to give things a try and to get out of your comfort zone, it comforted me. I know time like this, You may feel distress, you may feel like rnning away, but still, God will be there for you girl. I know you deeply felt his tangible love and presence, continue to chase after God and continue to look unto him. This is not gonna be easy ,but i still want to thank God for you that you’ll allow me to take you as a sheepie to bring you through. I may not be a experience shepherd and all, you’re my first sheep, and I really thank god i’ve learnt alot through you as well. Jiayou weiru. jiayou.

Thank God for all the lives that are in my life. There’s alot more alot more. but There’s not enough time for me to write eh. =) Overall, i really really love my Father who blessed me so many cute, lovely pig people around me. if not for them, I might have went astray. Esp, amanda who brought me back to the arms of the Lord. Thank God for not giving up on me, Thank God for amanda who persistently bring me back to this safe place. =)

Yay. excited for more to come, and jiayou girls!! I appreciate you alll!! =)

SEE yaa!