best friends

What a irritating day. It just felt so stupid, why should it all happen on this day? Argh, exams are coming, problems are stacking up and it’s an never ending work-unloading-process. Gosh, such a chore! Man, when will this end! I simply hate this days. So what if I am not the way you think I am? So what if you think that I cant be good? I just want to stay who I am right now. argh, why am i feeling so lousy all over again? Why do things revolve around the same issues all the time? When will it simply end?

i’m tired from running.
i’m tired from emo-ing.
i’m tired from tearing.
i’m tired from problems.

Can I choose to hide?

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Friends, at points of time when we are facing certain issues be it with our family, relationship or even with our closest friend. We feel tired all over again, we feel like screaming at the top of our voice all of the above that was mentioned. we simply feel like hiding away, away from people. I too, felt like screaming when i’m overloaded. I also felt like crying myself to sleep when i’m emo-ing.

But one thing that I know –  I have choices.

Choices to lift my burden to my bestest friend, choices to speak to my bestest friend when i feel like breaking down, choices to run to my bestest friend when i’m lost, choices to pick myself up because my bestest friend is with me, choices to live my life to the fullest for my best friend, choices to face the truth because that made my character, choices to be who I can be in my bestest friend’s sight.

What’s a friend to you? A friend – :

Someone who you’ll be able to reach in a phone call?
Someone who’ll rush to you when you need help?
Someone who will cheer you up when you are down?
Someone whom you’ll share things with and vice versa?

I have a super awesome friend, who’ll not just fulfill all of the above and also, my bestest awesome friend gave me life to live, love to carry on, hope to cling to – Thankyou God, thankyou Daddy.

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Any point of time that you feel real weak, helpless and utterly upset, just one word and He’s there – believe and speak to this friend. He’s my comforter not in words, but in action, in my life – He’s proven real! My God is alive!

Praying that you’ll come to know this God soon friend! =)